Monday, January 7, 2008
Hmm...
how am i suppose to type this kuku post out..
seems very weird to type the normal way..
jus feel like blabbering out watever im thinking straight and not edit it..
and here goes i guess..
I have nvr complain bout waking up early..
jus to call u up n going to find u..
i jus think doing tt is cool n sweet..
i dun think it's tiring..
even though it might be after a long while..
but i thought tt would be the only chance i would be able to see u almost everyday..
if im really tired at least i would tell u the day be4 de..
being wit u i also can concentrate on the other stuff tt im doing..
if it will.. then i am sure a failure..
after living for so long i still can't work and have fun at the same time..
and i nvr thought that u were stupid useless ugly and so on...
i jus think tt u are urself..
and tt's wat i like abt u..
pretty and smart girls are not for me..
they will nvr be..
cause they will nvr be attracted by me..
for i'm not any good looking guys..
nor am i smart..
and it would much difficult for me to communicate wit them..
at least u are someone tt is very cheerful..
it's sure better to chat wit u and be wit u..
abt the admirer thing..
i dun suppose there is..
all tt i found out last yr have their own new target already..
then when im wit u sure there won't be more de..
who would secretly like someone tt is already in a relationship..
maybe some..
but sure not on me..
y didn't u tell me tt u were thinking so much when we are together..
all this prob sure can be solve..
i keep thinking of wat's the prob tt happen..
and only realize it when u post it out..
hiaz..
or maybe jus tt ur feelings have faded and tt's y all this have to happen..
pls tell me whether we still have a chance to be together..
if no, i would jus totally give up..
maybe, i would sure wait for the day to come ^^
but if the answer is dunno.. then hiaz..
dunno wat to do le...
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okay im done wit the post..
dun think tt's anything special..
wah damn tired..
didn't noe i took almost 4hrs to type all of these out from 10pm.. LMAO
was reflecting on wat i've done wrong and wat happen..
guess...
nvm not going continue anymore..
jus gonna wait for a reply..
Nothing to gain/everything to fear; 1:29 AM
