Monday, September 17, 2007
Hi peepx...
Here to post after finishing all my prelims and stuff...
Results not very appealing so don't bother explaining about it.
Since today my purpose to post today is not about result it would be about my life.
Sorry if something written later seems BHB..
Did not know that i let someone down till told me just now..Hiaz..
Shall not reveal who she is but I'm really sorry about anything that i have done to her..
She keep saying that she feels that she is too bad for me..
But it was the other way round..
I was not good enough for her..
I did not knew she would just find someone else to 'replace' her feelings for me..
Thought she really found someone else so did not bother about asking her anything about who he is..
Then she told me it was otherwise..
So did felt touch when she told me that but so sorry i will also not be with you for now..
I just do not feel like having such a relationship now..
Relationship just feel very complicated for me as a slacker..
Even if you say you don't mind or whatsoever i still bother..
I do not wish to hurt other feeling during relationships again..
Thus i rather u give up that time like what i told you..
It would be the same for some other people like you..
Just that you are the bold one..
Daring to say out about your feelings and did felt something for you when you say those..
But those feeling can't keep a relationship long..
It's the same between me and her last time..
That's why i do not wish for it to happen again..
So sorry..
Hope you would do something about that guy..
Don't let him be a scapegoat of me..
Tell him your real feelings if you feel nothing about him..
Don't let him get hurt in anyway..
Thanks..
Lets just be best of friends for now..
Would do what i say when the time come yah =D
Remember my reason..
It will do better..
Nothing to gain/everything to fear; 9:31 PM
