Thursday, June 21, 2007
okay. yst had a tiring day. rather not talk about it anymore but change to another topic.
I jus realise i had a new nick and guess it's rather amusing that ppl are hating me again lolx. and i guess they will jus drop by my blog to see what is happening to me and finding anything bad about me. hiaz what a friendship broken after jus one stupid thing. Hanzi i know call u this wrong lar but dun wanna type ur name out lar. if u are hating me with the rest for breaking up with her then stop lar. for wat hate me for tt. she know that it's over a long time ago but i jus be wit her. hiaz. and if u wan say i have mental prob jus call mental hosp ppl catch me inside lar. then during camp the alarms i noe my fault i apologize to amali sir also in the morning and he did said for fire drills dun nd wake u all up so i jus went alone lar. if not let u all slp meh. then i n her jus break not long ago u think meet can jus talk like normal. if can u try talking to ur ex after breaking up. if u can i dun see y u wan say me. and she also did msg me after the camp n not long ago saying abt the past but i forgot all abt it. then she also wan say i got prob. so wat? her words an action do not match say wan to be like last time then there hating me. wat u wan me do. like someone tt doesnt like me. cool. like tt y dont all like the dog. dog are the most obedient animal. then last time with her also dunno she really like me not from the things i see now. hiaz so it is better that we are over now then during major exam then quarrel like wth should i do. always giving in to her? i tried when we are together. but nothing seems to change after so long. so y hang on to a relationship when i am always the one trying to go somewhere while i do not know what the other party really wans. hope u can forgive me. Even though u won't it's okay. take care. and im not lonely during the solo night thx for 'concern' ask the lower sec if u dun beleive. hiaz.
Nothing to gain/everything to fear; 11:56 PM
